I Didn't Expect Any of This

So, I finally signed out of school.

If you had asked me a few months ago what my life would look like right now, I probably would have told you I’d be sleeping sixteen hours a day or staring at a wall trying to figure out what comes next. Instead, I got hit by a weird, beautiful wave of chaos.

Out of nowhere, I landed small job building AI agents for a startup in the US.

Honestly? I didn't think I’d enjoy it this much. There is so much noise around AI right now and low-effort wrapper apps—that I was a bit skeptical. But actually diving into the work, figuring out how to make these agent loops talk to each other, the brain, triggers, how it connects to tools, and most especially making them solve actual tasks? It’s easily some of the most fun I’ve had building software in a long time.

But then there's the rest of my screen.

I’ve been feeling this constant, heavy pressure to keep pushing Rednit. If you've been following along, you know Rednit has had a bit of a personality crisis. It started as a fun dating app to copy Akin's avnac. Don't ask me how, but somehow it is mutating into a developer meetup platform, a place for discovering talent, a community space, and a social feed.

It’s basically trying to be four different things at once. But the chat system is running super smooth now, and I’m still actively building it out. I can't seem to let it go. I even got a dm yesterday asking me to take it up as a company and he'd sponsor the domain and hosting. yeah I've gotten several dms like that too.

And then, of course, there’s my baby Nuwell.

I can't keep it..(someone subscribed to our yearly plannnnn) shhhhhh

We’re moving past just basic nutrition tracking now. We've been working on fitness features, adding activity logging, and trying to make the whole app feel like a complete, rounded product rather than just a calorie counter.

Some days, I look at my Windows laptop (which turned four years old last month) with different software running (VSCode with Grok 4, Antigravity, Codex app, and my cursor with Claude), all running, and it literally feels like I’m running three different startups in a trench coat. It's exciting, but it's also incredibly confusing and stressful.

You close one tab to review what another agent is doing, and then you remember you have to trigger another agent loop on the web dashboard.

I’m not trying to sell you a lesson here. I don't have some grand theory on productivity or how to "hustle." Mostly, I'm just tired, caffeinated, and surprisingly happy.

Right now, the plan is just to keep doing things. I want to see how far we can take these new fitness features on Nuwell, organize Rednit, and keep admiring beautiful girls on X.

by the way, my final defense is on Tuesday next week and my project lmao. if the temperature sensor is not failing, the OLED will, if not, one or more wires will pull out. so over all. life has been fun lately, Nepa Neping, Rain Falling, stand ups, I became a regular customer to a roasted corn seller. while everything is going on,I downloaded and subscribed to bumble again to find babe but deleted it immediately because imagine telling your friends you met her on a dating app.

Let's see where life take me next.

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